Monday, September 19, 2011

All In All, A Good Night!

Hey guys, I had a pretty rough ay, followed by a petty good night. Tonight I had my fist video call on facebook and first time ever using a webcam.  My video call was with my newestpal Hannah and hope to have more video calls with her an other pals, so if you want to ave a video call with me let me know. I have skype as well, I may be able to figure it out the rest of the way and be able to udse it, so if you have skype we can talk on there Before y video call I was a little dow so I wrote this poem:

Do you ever feel alone in a crowded room?,
Do you ever feel a sense of impending doom?,
Do you ever feel like you are going to die?,
Do you ever fel like all you can do is cry?,

Cause I Do!

Do you ever want to give up?,
Do you hate it when no one says, ( "Hey what's up?")?,
Do you ever feel like you don't belong?,
Do you ever feel like you can't come along?,

Cause I Do!

Do you ever feel lke breaking down?,
Do you ever feel like you are about to drown?,
Do you eve feel out of place?,
Doyou ever feel like a huge disgrace?,

Cause I Do!,
Oh, Yes I Do!

So how about you?,
Well Do You?
I know it is a little depressing, but sometimes it is good to get those feelings out Anyway, after my video call I wa very happy and feeling a little bit better emotionally, which is always nice. A weid thing happened tho, right befoe the video call I got an adrenaine rush and potsie and felt nervous and as soon as I got into the call it went away It mus have either been a fluke or because I haven't been talking to people out loud, never mind face to face, so if we do video chat and I seem nervous bare with me! I was kinda embarrassed about my appearance during the video call too, so please don't mind that either if we are chatting. I also had a few great chats just on regular facebook chat with other potsie/eds fiends, so thanks to all  of you! Last night and into the early morning this morning I learnt a lot about myself through one particular person I was chatting with.  So that is good and I have been thinking a lot about that, I wish I was more comfortable to elaborate, it mostly has to do with stuff from my childhood and teen years, although technically I am still a teen, I am considered legally an adult, but anyway, I love all you guys so much and I pray for us all every night, which brings me to a request I have, a few of my friends have had it really rough and would like you to either pray for them or send them good thoughts/vibes and spoons or all three, their names are Milly, Nichole and Alexa, I usually wouldn't mention names, but since I control who knows  about my blog, I feel it is safe and okay to do so, I hope no  one minds if you do let me know and soy if it bothered you I will sop, I just really want to get prayers for my pals who need them! Okay Love and Hugs! Night!

2 comments:

  1. Sending good thoughts their way AND your way. <3

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  2. Many many prayers for you and your friends Hun. AND much love =)

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