50K For Awareness Kick Off!

So today is the kick off of 50K for Awareness, so this is my first post! There that was 15 words already, oh there is some more lol. Anyway, I am jst going to jump right in and talk about random stuff, some may be poetry, haven't decided yet, we shall see. So I just want to say I have some awesome friends, thanks guy, theses past few days, well more like months have sucked, but I have you guys, so that makes it much more bearable, HUGS to all you Awesome people out there, love ya guys! I really can't thank you enough! We have shared laughs, tears, smiles, pain etc. All the days I have been alone, I haven't been totally alone because of you guys! My Birthday didn't suck, thanks to you guys and I am getting through this rough time thanks to you guys' help! I am taking a big step next week, thanks partly to my friends encouragement and myself wanting to do so.I just needed a little push, like when you are a kid on the swingset and you can't get high enough so you need a little push or when your friend is yelling at you to jump off, but you are scared, that is a better anology lol, I wonder if lol counts as a word, huh. I have been writing a lot of poetry recently, but I don't share it too much, if it wasn't for the fact anyone could see the blog I would put some up right now, but I have to decide if I want the whole world to have access to it or not before I would do that. Probably not though. I had went like 2 years without writing any poetry and the all the suden like a month ago or so I justed started writing in the middle of a post on facebook and now my ability to write it  is back it seems. Halloween was good last night, I handed out candy sitting outside in the freezing cold for like 2 hours, my nephew who lives with me gave me a bunch of candy the police station gave him, he got a bunch of special stuff because he lways goes and visists the staff there cause my dad worked mantinence there and is now Animal Control which is affilated with the police station, but anyway I made out pretty well! I passed out tho from eating chocolate, pots and chocolate doesn't mix for me. I did it again today and passed out again, so trying not to do it again lol. I don't like the fact Halloween has to be a holiday associated with evil, I am religious, so it bothers me, I wish we could make a new one where it was under God's name and called it something different and was done during the day. I made a purple ducktape bag the other day, it came out pretty cool, I will have to take pictures of it, but I want to get more ducktape if someone would get me some, so I could make stuff like wallets, other bags and tc., I wonder if etc. is a word, anyway, so yeah I would love to make more ducktape stuff, I hope everyone is doing welll, that is all I am going to say until tomorrow, if anyone else is doing 50K For Awareness GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL! HUGE PURPLE STRIPEY ZEBRA HUGS, Yeah I know that lat part made no sense, but all well, love ya guys!