My first real post!

So I am going to try and start off each post with a rose and a thorn, (a good and a bad thing that happened to me that day). So today's rose is that I met a great friend, I hope you know who you are if you are reading this. We have a lot in common and she is amazing and is helping me try and get through my thorn. My thorn is that, I must find a new place to live, long story. My parents think I am lazy and don't realize how my illnesses cause me to be sick and bedridden. So I need to find a place fast, I was sitting here debating whether I should write about this or not and said you no what the heck with it I am going to. Anyways, I don't like to be negative so I figured maybe by posting about my bad situation and adding something good that happened will be better.  Lately I have been struggling to swallow and eat in general and today and yesterday were two of the wost days for that this week. I am currently on many medications, but they don't always see to help me, some days it sees like none of them do anything and others it seems they do miracles so I don't know. I am thinking I should try and pack some stuff, but don't know where I am going so I am not too eager to pack. I am in a crappy place right now and if it wasn't for my fellow edsers and potsies and my music,which my ipod disappeared while I was at the hospital so I have had to use YouTube, but anyways without you guys and music I don't know what I would do! I love you all so much! I am going to be ding the 50,0000 words for awareness project when it starts this November, I will have to post the link to that up later and I am also doing a project for my friend where you send her a picture and a description of you and your illness and she is making a big project with all of them,I am not sure how many she has, but I can't Wait to see the finished product! I am hoping to figure out more about this blog stuff, cause I am still kinda confused by it, but hey I am learning, it was a big step for me to even make one! I hope this post finds you all well! LOVE and HUGS! GOD BLESS YOU ALL!